Wednesday, June 16, 2010

trip to my rainy school dayz....................



-My mobile vibrated twice. it was a message from my friend – “ venal
mazhakal iniyum peyyum, nilaavum nishaagandhiyum iniyum pozhiyum ,
june il veendum mazha pozhiyum pakshe aa mazha nananju school il
pokan ini nammal illa”…..



-I got struck in d last sentence. i took a deep breath. ya she is back by Showering water drops from her long hairs. I can’t ignore her coz she is
My greatest obsession – d.... r a I n .....



-When I was a child I was not interested in listening to her, because she took too much time to fall off. I hated her and use to say 'go away and return the next day'. She waited for her turn and caught me on the school days.


-My child hood enemy became my best friend in my school days. From the
first school day itself she wet my whole uniforms and accompanied me till the school gate. At 4'o clock sharp she waited at the school gate to chit chat with me. Flirting continues through the country roads. She knows my introvert nature and I will be waiting for her return on every school openings.



-I was not a good friend at all. On the adolescence stage I fell in love
with her. The music of her bangles made me romantic. The smell of her first fall in the fresh sand made me passionate. Our language had no scripts and vocabulary but only love and lust. She got an occult power to permeate my thoughts and she made me mad…


-Every time she disappeared without telling a word to me. I have to wait
a couple of months or more for her return. One day I decided to stop the game to show how rough and matured I am and I have no time to care this irresponsible ridiculous girl.


-But it is the time for her return. I am inefficient to ignore the music of her bangles. Am inefficient to ignore the glance from the corner part of her eyes and I cant ignore the smell surrounded me all time.



- Ya ……she is raining ….. In my heart………

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

trip to my past b'day.....

d first time in my life am very gloomy and sad - coz today is my b'day....d day i put my footsteps on d ground.... a happy return!!!!!!
today again a december 29 th , d thing is am getting aged, ya its 26 ., oh god(?),,, keep me in 25 at least 2 or 3 years. its all childish naa,, but i think am only at 19 a teen age lad ,, its hard to adjust with the 'maturity' of 26 that am showing now,,,looking 4 d future i need to upgrade the 'maturity'...find some tricks to fight against the damn aging.....(written on my b'day now got the chance to post)

trip to my dreamz....

i always search some energy to persist my goals... some books made me to spark the fire alive, but i dnt knw where it vanishes,,some times i am very helpless to convey what am to be,, friends helps me a lot,, but always find some sort of limit,, i need a relation that vanishes the fence,... dnt knw whether it happens or not.. and i always expect a person who is able to mesmerize me and follow my dreams..... and Expectations urge us to proceed our life.........