trip to my past b'day.....

d first time in my life am very gloomy and sad - coz today is my b'day....d day i put my footsteps on d ground.... a happy return!!!!!!
today again a december 29 th , d thing is am getting aged, ya its 26 ., oh god(?),,, keep me in 25 at least 2 or 3 years. its all childish naa,, but i think am only at 19 a teen age lad ,, its hard to adjust with the 'maturity' of 26 that am showing now,,,looking 4 d future i need to upgrade the 'maturity'...find some tricks to fight against the damn aging.....(written on my b'day now got the chance to post)

trip to my dreamz....

i always search some energy to persist my goals... some books made me to spark the fire alive, but i dnt knw where it vanishes,,some times i am very helpless to convey what am to be,, friends helps me a lot,, but always find some sort of limit,, i need a relation that vanishes the fence,... dnt knw whether it happens or not.. and i always expect a person who is able to mesmerize me and follow my dreams..... and Expectations urge us to proceed our life.........